By paddloPayday loans

Archive for June, 2007

What you will find here

Wednesday, June 27th, 2007

I have an ADHD muse. She’s also bi-polar. The author, unhealthy Me, sovaldi is relatively sane and does not have ADHD nor is she bi-polar.  As a result, my writing is sporadic and full of a ridiculous amount of various emotions.

There are four categories of writing here to date:

Original Stories: These are short pieces that I enjoyed diving into.
: When the words become lyrical, then end up here. I tend to write with a cadence. Some are harder to spot when read, but come alive when spoken.
Erotica: This is where I explore intensity and sensation.
: Angels talk to me. I tell their stories.

Everything is tagged to make them easier to find.


Hidden Tears

Sunday, June 24th, 2007

I cry alone
in the seat next to you
listening to songs that make me ache
that sing to you my love
in ways I can’t


I cry alone
messages sent from you
make me happy enough to burst
but these tears are kept
quiet and hidden


I cry alone
in pain and joy
my tears cannot be used against me
no chance of scorn
and never fear


I cry alone
behind glasses and screens
because I don’t want to burden you
with the depth and candor
my soul contains


I cry alone
but what I want
is you to put your hand in mine
so that I have no need
to cry at all

Copyright 2007
Debra Chaffins
All Rights Reserved